I was really shocked that Ayla brought Vaani directly to my room, I did not expect this at all but what she said was also right, if I stay in her room at night and someone comes, then I would have to face some trouble.
I won't have any problem in telling the truth to everyone but Vaani will have a problem.And now I will tell everyone about me when I know everything about Vaani's past.
I took her inside the room, her eyes were looking at my room but her face was not showing any emotion, she was not looking like before There was always a smile on his face which is not there this time and this was pricking my heart like a thorn,,
"how's our room"I asked trying to draw her attention but she only smile a little in response which was not real,,
I held her hand and made her sit on the bed and I sat on my knees in front of her holding her palm in mine,,
"there is no need to take other people's words to your heart",I said it softly,"If you pay attention to what you people say then they will all hurt you",
She looked into my eyes and shook his head in yes. I smile and hugged her creasing her back,,
"I want to tell you something",she said, her voice was not as cheerful as before,
"I am always with you",i said braking hugged,
"I want to tell you everything about myself, I cannot bear the burden of all these things alone", she says,but I did not bother to tell her about her past,,
"swan,you don't need to tell me anything because it scares you and I don't want you to get a panic attack again",I said this because I was afraid that I would not be able to handle her if she got a panic attack,
She shook her head and said,"no, I can't bear all these things alone, it pains me here",she said while gesturing towards the back of his head,
"But if I felt that you were scared, then I would not have allowed you to say anything",i said with Sigh but she denied,
"I know I will be scared, but you will not stop me in the middle because I want to tell you everything", She say,
I shook my head and sat on the chair in front of her as she would need me,and I am always with her,,
"It was my fifth birthday and I was waiting for my mom and dad. Papa(uncle) didn't talk to me much and dada ji didn't even like to see me. I only had my chachi and barfi (anmol) who were happy with me on my birthday.
"We were waiting for my maa and baba, then an ambulance came to my house in place of their car. I was not able to understand anything, but Anmol had held me tight when my mother and father's bodies were taken out in the ambulance.
"On my birthday maa and baba left me alone in this world After that day my life seemed to have become hell,Because of mother and father's death, I was told that I had killed them.
"I was a child and I did not understand anything. Why is it happening with me.Mummy(aunty) wanted to help me but uncle would raise his hand on her too,
"you know those people used to beat me very badly Due to which I had marks all over my body which did not go away for several months.they wouldn't let me come out of my room for several days nor give me food.
"They also sent Anmol to the hostel because he used to fight with others for me.They kept me locked in a dark room, due to which I am afraid of darkness and people.
As vaani's words began to spill out, I could see the fear creeping into her eyes her voice trumped and her hand sok like leaves. I knew she was fighting to keep her emotion in check but it was clear that the memory she was trying to cover still row and painful,
I felt a pang of Concern as I watched her struggle to speak her eyes darted around the room as if searching for an escape route.I knew she was on the verge of a panic attack and I filled helpless no to knowing how to clam her down,
But then something shift her breath and her eyes locked on to mind I service park of determination ignite with in her and see begin to speak her words pouring out in a rush,
"I was just a child", she whispered her voice barely audible,"I don't know what was happen I don't know how to stop it",
As vaani spoke,I filled my heart into a shatter into a million pieces.I couldn't bear the thought of vaani going through such a truma, such a pain.I wanted to reach out to her, to hold her,to tell her that everything was going ok that they are not alive anymore.
vaani finished speaking I felt a wave of emotion wash over me I was angry hurt and helpless all at once but most of all I felt a deep sense of sadness and regret that I also hurt her and locked her in the room.
I slowly got up from my chair and walk over to Vaani shivering sitting with her head in her hand her body shaking with soap I gently set down beside her and what are around her holding her close.
"Don't leave me please, those people will kill me",she said in between her sob and I don't know what to do with her, how to console her, those people can't harm her at all,
"please Stop crying swan,i can't see you like this",i said crashing her back and made her sat on my lap holding her tightly,,
Her sobe grew louder and she buried her face in my chest. I held her tightly letting her cry, letting her release all the pain and trauma she had been carrying inside her for so long.
I should not let her talk about it, but now I have to divert her attention otherwise she will get a panic attack.
"vaani stop crying otherwise I will go out with Riya to eat ice-cream",I don't know where this illogical thought came to my mind,But at this time I just want her to Stop crying and I will do anything for it,
As soon as I said this, she stopped crying and she looked at me angrily, but she was still having hiccups and her beautiful eyes were still filled with tears.
"I had told you not to tell me anything but you still did not listen to me",i said wiping her tears with soft voice see what has happened to you because of crying",i said to her while scolding and she again started crying,,
"what happened now",i said
"I am feeling scared and on top of that you are scolding me too",she said in between her sobe,,
"ok sorry,now stop crying",I wiped the tears that were continuously flowing from her eyes.
she buried her face in my crook of neck and hugged me tightly like she wants to hide in me.After some time, I kissed her mother's breath and saw that she was asleep. There were still tears on her face. I laid her on the bed and covered her with comforter.
I was about to sleep next to her when my phone rang and I checked the caller ID and came to the garden(attached with his room)with the phone.
"hii,jije how are you?", he asked playfully making me close my eyes in irritation
"vaani told me everything", silent, there was a brief silence between us, he did not say anything for some time.
"is she okay? did she get any panic attack?",he asked, his voice was drowned in worry,
"no,But she was very scared",i paused inhaled a deep breath"thanks for taking care of her",i finished,I don't know, but I am grateful to that person who took care of her,,
"She's my sister,you don't need to thank me for her",
"when are you guys shifting to MP",i asked changing the topic,,
"Maa is slowly getting well, we will shift before Isha didi's baby shower",he said,
"how is mummy's health",i asked,Because of that scoundrel, mummy's health had become very bad, if I had not gone there on time, mummy might have died.
"he doesn't listen much, didn't i tell you that she's getting well", he said and i roll my eyes.Rascal,this is the only word that can describe him,,
"can I talk to vaani",he asked as if I let him talk to her,"No", i simply denied and disconnected the call before he could say something,,
Actually,when swan told me half the truth, at that time I sent dhanush to himachal to inquire about that rawat.
And I came to know that since we came from there, Rawat's business was slowly coming to an end, absolutely because of Anant, but when I came to know that he had lost everything because of his business and also sold his house so I myself went to Himachal. I found that they are living in a small house, I connected with Anmol through phone and I met the most strange person of my life,,
"hello",as he attended the call, i tell him about my beginning vaani's husbend and about his parents condition,i also told him that I am going to destroy his father,but he chuckled and said me that You kill them with thirst but please bring my mother to me successfully,
I asked him why he disrespects his own father so much, he said that first his father torched vaani and he told me everything about vaani at that time and he also told me that now his father also torching his mother,
Such a thing happened between us and I delivered the right salute to mummy near Anmol and completed my work with the rest of Rawat's.
"why did you come here",my thoughts broken when I heard my swan Sleepy voice and i turn towards her,
She was coming while yawning, nictitateing her eyes, those are briefly shut.she came to me and shaper her head cutely to hugged me.
I hugged her tightly,she slowly climbed on me and put her legs around my troso shifting more into me,
"What happened",i asked crashing her back,"I'm hungry", she mummered.I had completely forgotten that she had not eaten anything after coming back from college.
"so sorry wife,I will bring something to eat for you soon",i said but she Shake her head and mummered,"I want to eat gol gappe",
"no,they are unhealthy, I will bring some good healthy food for you",she pout and made a puppy eyes,"please",🥺
"I will tell someone, they will make it at home, but for now eat something healthy, it is good for your health",i pause and That's when I remembered what the doctor said,
"no,You will not get any unsold food, the doctor has refused, and why did you not tell me that your health is bad",i asked standing in front of her,,
"I don't know, but today I feel strange, my head is hanging in the fog, sometimes i feel dizzy, it seems my blood cells have reduced",she also said the same thing that the doctor had said.Why do I find this a bit strange? Why is this happening to it suddenly? I am thinking too much that it must be that my blood cells are low in her body,
"that's why now you will only eat healthy food"i said ignoring her pouty face and puppies eyes,,
I came out of my room and was going towards the kitchen when I met Shivam, he was looking a little distressed.
"what happened Shivam",i asked coming closer to him,
"BHAI I THINK SHE'S BACK....
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I am asking for forgiveness for the late update, Actually exams are going on in my college so I got late.
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