I realised my feelings toward him, yes I like him,but why? He is the one who has troubled me the most till now,he hurt me many times Still how can I like him, is it all because he has started treating me well,,
No, these feelings from starts, the time when he became my husband, I liked him from the beginning,but i realised now,,
How fool I'm......
But,is this right, is it right to have feelings for him, because if he don't have the same feelings then I will be hurt a lot, I don't know about his feelings,Has he ever seen me as his wife?
And why would he see you as his wife? You are just his responsibility.....
but can't he, even once......
and why should he.....
My inner voice asked,she is right,he is perfect,a prince,a ceo,a best buisness man but me was nothing infront of him and his family,,
They are royals,,is they accept me as their daughter-in-law?,he did right by not bringing our relationship in front of the world,,otherwise his reputation has been ruined,,
shivam's wife is good, she's very famous fashion designer, she is perfect for this family not like me,,
"mam,You should go to my room, it's very late; my thoughts broken by a guard voice,,
I was talking to my swans sitting near the lake about my feelings and I did not even realize it was so late,,i nodded at him and he went away,,
I held the way to my room and came inside, I was going towards my room when I saw him standing outside of my room, I don't want to meet him,i hide behind the pillar, i don't want to fall more for him,, i don't want to fall in love with him,,
when i saw he was not there so I come inside but my bad luck,he was laying on bed waiting for my arrival,,
i lower my gaze and moved toward bathroom but couldn't as he held me by wrist and pulled me towards him,i collide with his wall like chest,,
"why are you ignoring me; he whispered slowly holding me,,
"I'm not; i answered shuttering and trying to get off from his grip and he chuckled
"you are, even now you're trying hard to ignore me ; he said in serious tone
"leave me; he left me but held me by sholder looking at me,
"what happened, is anything bothering you; he asked in concern but I moved toward balcony shooking my head,,
I stood near relling and start looking at sky,i can feel him behind me very close as I can smell his fragrance,,
"You can go in front of the media because your family is not in the country; he said and i turn towards him in shock, which family he talking about,is it about mummy and papa,but bahi didn't tell me anything like this,,
"Who; i asked shockingly looking directly into his eyes,
"those who gave me the most precious thing in the world; he cupped my face between his plam and kissed on my forehead,i closed my eyes as his lips touch my skin, he does this sometimes,,
"Why??,i asked opning my eyes,,
"i just casually search about them,then I got to know that they shift their business in another country and left from here; he said looking here and there but again into my eyes,,
Their was a brief silence between us,we just looking at each other eyes,I have never seen his eyes so long and so close before. His eyes are brown in color and at this time only I'm in them.
"precious thing; i asked broking silent when i remember his sentence, what does he mean by that,
he chuckled "yes precious thing,The one whose was needed in my life,the one who taught me how to say sorry,
"the one who told me that we do not change by someone's coming into our life, rather our life becomes even better
"the one who forced me to love her,;he stop and moved inside and I was standing at my place,what did it means,
he return with a red velvet box and stood infornt of me, he open the box and their was.......... mangalsutra??
He took it out from the box and came closer to me and and start warping it around my neck,i slirve as his finger touch my bear skin,,
My eyes start getting moist,i remembered how first time he made me wear this harshly and now lovely,,
"you made me feel that,i also can love someone; he said and made me wear it,and bought his face in my vision,
I love you my forsed Bride
i love you swan......
He confessed his feelings,i felt numb my tears started coming from my eyes and this time tears was also present in his eyes,,he wiped my tears and hugged tightly,,
"stop crying swan, it's hurt me there; he said wiping my tears and pointing towards his heart,,
"I'm not going to forsed you,i just wanted to tell you about my feelings; he said crashing my chin, but then i remember about his family, reputation, and i stepped back,,
"It's right that people do not know about us, otherwise it would have affected your reputation when......Do you really think that this will affect my family?; he asked in disappointed
"swan They were angry at Shivam because he did not tell them anything beforehand, but our wedding happened under different conditions and because you are my wife, no one will feel bad, rather everyone will be happy ; he said slowly cupping my face,,
"and how did all this come into your mind; he asked rising his eyebrows
"Because you are perfect, everything is good inside you, I'm nothing just an ordinary girl; i told him about my thoughts
"ordinary girl; he chuckled "do you think this about yourself,then let me tell you, you are wife of the first prince of Malwa, you hold more power than the crown prince, you are my wife, how can you can think low about yourself ; i lower my head and he sigh
"look at me; he dimand and i looked up at him, he's very serious at this time,,
"Never think about yourself like this,ok; he said and i nodded,,he laughed a little and hugged me again
"you're bad; i mummered and he laughed loudly
"how's my gift; he asked
"beautiful; i answered smile brightly
"Let's go to sleep now, otherwise you will be late in the morning and I will not have breakfast without you; he said and we come inside room,,
he left from here after kissing me on head because he have some work with bhai,,
He confessed his feelings toward me that he really loves me,,i jumped on bed and hide myself inside comforter felling extremely shy, my whole fase was heated at this time and i know it's because of shyness he loves me.........
And here crazy me, don't know what I was thinking,How can I think like this about this family? How good are those people? From where this thought came to my mind??,,
I touch his gifted mangalsutra and sleep smiling like kids,,
Dhruv pov-
I came out of her room smiling and went towards my room, as soon as I entered my room I locked the door and messaged Anant that we will talk in the office tomorrow,,
I confessed my feeling to her......
ahhhhhh i just confess her; i jumped on my place,,
oyee, you're 30 now.......
I know I am 30 years old but I don't know why I am feeling very happy like a teenager as if some teenager boy has confessed his feelings toward his crush,,
I had never thought of confessing to her, I saw her disturbed at the dining table and I thought maybe it was a matter of media or reception, So I thought of meeting her.
When I was going to her room, a maid came and gave me my parcel. I remembered that I had ordered a mangalsutra for her,
I kept him with me and came to her room but when I was outside her room I saw him hiding to me, when I asked her why she was ignoring me she refused,
She asked about precious and I could not stop myself from telling her my feelings and i confessed her and made her were mangalsutra by my name,
When she told me that our relationship will have an effect on the family I was disappointed but I didn't say anything because I was thinking the same thing sometime too But now I don't even think about it like that,,
I lay down on the bed smiling and did not know when sleep consumed me,,
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